Its taken me 34 years, but I’ve finally found it, the ever elusive love of self.

But first, a little bit about me.

As I said, I’m 34 years old, and I’ve been hospitalized for mental health just over 10 times. My diagnosis, Schizoaffective Disorder: Bipolar type.

I’ve struggled for years with suicidal ideation, and have made a couple half hearted attempts.